My Ex-Best Friend Can't Get Enough by B. B. Hamel

Author:B. B. Hamel [Hamel, B. B.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-12-16T16:00:00+00:00

11

Alicia

We kiss long and slow and I let his words linger in my head, echoing all through my mind.

He thinks he wasn’t good enough.

That’s what he says at least. I mean, that’s the reason he stopped talking to me. He thinks he’d never escape Fallswood, and he’d just drag me down.

Part of me can understand that. So many people in this town feel that way. I’ve met that sort of thinking so many times, I just… I never thought he’d think that way.

It’s strange to think that Seth has any insecurity at all. The man I know now is gorgeous, in control, dominant and amazing. The idea that he used to be young and naive and insecure is just so strange, but I can see it.

I remember the way he was. Always magnetic, but quieter back then, less sure of himself. He had the seeds of the man he grew up into, the intense, amazing man he is now, but he wasn’t there yet.

He was close, but not yet.

As the kiss lingers and my body starts to respond, my mind is still working a mile a minute. He thought he wasn’t worth me, thought he couldn’t have me just because… because what? I was going to college and he wasn’t?

That’s so stupid. That’s so childish.

But we were children back then.

Okay, so he was a kid. I can admit that. He was a kid and I was a kid, but I’m not the one that screwed up. He broke my heart, shattered it into a million pieces, left it as dust on the ground.

I think I can see why he did it though.

Things were moving… in that direction. And maybe he didn’t want me to get stuck in Fallswood. I think, if I’m honest with myself, I think I would’ve done anything for him.

I think I would’ve stayed if he had asked.

Maybe he was afraid he really would’ve asked, and couldn’t take that chance.

God, it’s all so stupid, so complicated. I still hate him for what he did… but it still feels good, letting him touch my body like this.

We kiss long and slow but the kiss doesn’t stop. He pulls me over to the couch and drags me down into his lap. I straddle him, grinding my hips down against him and he kisses my lips, hands in my hair, on my body.

I feel a shiver run through me. This is Seth, my Seth, the man I’ve wanted for so long. He’s not that boy anymore. He’s so much more.

He kisses my neck and I let out a little gasp.

“Good enough or not, you like this,” he whispers.

That’s the Seth I know. Dominant, dirty, gorgeous Seth.

“Maybe,” I groan.

He chuckles and pulls my shirt off. He tosses it onto the floor and kisses me hard, hand gripping my hair rough, pulling it back. I let out a gasp and as he kisses my neck, I turn my head to look around.

“My dad could… he could be back any second,” I say.

“He won’t,” Seth grunts in response.

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